After months of stalking other people’s blogs, trying to
figure out what the IM Canada course is like and what the experience of a first
time Ironman is like, it’s finally our turn. So I’m going to attempt to
articulate to family, friends, and random internet stalkers what the experience
was like for me. It’s going to be a long one, so I hope you have time (and a drink).
And if you’re reading this because you’ve signed up for your first Ironman-
just know that it’s different for everyone. Be prepared for anything.
There were a lot of Ironman-related logistics leading up to
the race which probably aren’t that interesting to read about, so I’ll just
glaze over those. I will note that Whistler is a beautiful place. Despite the
clouds and scattered showers in the days leading up to the event, we were able to
relax and enjoy the village, lakes, and bike paths. The day before the race,
my family joined us in Whistler and we rode the ski lifts around for fun (Peak2Peak). I
highly recommend this as you get time off your feet while still getting to
experience the area.
View of Whistler from the lifts
I’ll pause here to say how much I appreciate my family
coming to cheer us on and help us out. So to Mom, Dad, Kristen, and Becky-
words cannot express my gratitude. And to Paige, Paul, and Alison, who were also
there in the cold rain cheering for us, and everyone else who supported us by
watching online, you guys are wonderful. Thank you.
So without further ado… the Ironman.
Swim
The swim was a 2 loop swim in Alta Lake, which can be
slightly choppy when there is wind (as there was during our practice swim on
Friday) but wasn’t too bad on race day.
The girls at Alta Lake before race day. Just prior to this, I had tried to take a photo when some man's dog jumped up right in front of my camera. The owner scolded his dog, "no photobombing!" The Canadians seem to have a good sense of humor. I digress.... back to the race report.
If you’re a regular reader of this blog (or if you know me),
you know I grew up swimming. I felt fortunate to have my most “comfortable” sport
first. For a while I had a goal of breaking an hour in the Ironman swim, but I
decided to let that one go in exchange for swimming very easy and comfortably.
I figured I would waste WAY more than a few minutes later in the race (which I
did), and it just wasn’t worth the extra effort to have an ambitious swim goal of any sort.
When I got in the lake I wanted to stay to the outside of
the rectangle, favoring swimming extra distance over being in the middle of hundreds
or thousands of aggressive triathletes. I’ve done many open water swims before
but never with more than 300 or so people at the start. I got in the water
early and tried to line up on the outside around people who were saying that
they swim a 1:05. However, as athletes were piling into the water, I
somehow found myself in a tight crowd getting pushed toward the main swim aisle
(picture getting pushed toward the stage at a concert when the headliner comes
on).
My timing and positioning turned out to be a major tactical
error. For the first 500+ meters of the swim, I got the shit kicked out of me. I
couldn’t move and there were people everywhere, blocking me in front of me and swimming
over me from behind. I got my goggles knocked off twice and had to kick and
flip onto my back to put them on, and in the 5-10 seconds it took to do this everyone wanted to swim right over me. I found myself feeling thankful for all
my childhood coaches who let us play water polo on Fridays because I didn't actually feel
panicked in this situation. My feeling was more one of annoyance- I’m doing
this sport which I absolutely love, except it’s not supposed to be a contact
sport! Luckily, after the second turn (about 1 km) it had thinned out and
contact afterward was much less frequent. I felt really good in the water
considering the level of effort I was putting in. When we had about 1 km left I
contemplated picking up the pace but decided not to, thinking to myself, “take
it easy, you have a long day ahead”. Boy, was I right. I finished the swim easy feeling
great and was very pleased with the time all things considered.
Official swim time 1:01:09
The volunteers in the changing tent (as well as everywhere
else) were amazing. My volunteer was working quickly and basically doing
everything for me- putting on my arm warmers, socks, etc. I told her, “Don’t
worry, I’m not in a hurry” but she didn’t let up on getting me out of T1 as
quickly as possible. On the way out of the porta potty I saw our cheering squad
and grabbed my bike, and that’s when it really began.
Bike
Before the race I told myself that I would almost certainly face unexpected
challenges at some point during the Ironman, and I tried to get as mentally prepared
as possible for this. Of course, these challenges presented themselves
during my worst sport- the bike.
In all fairness, we knew the weather report before the
race. It’s just so difficult to know how to handle a condition that you have
never trained in. California is drought-ridden and had beautiful 70+ sunny days
all winter for our training rides, with temps creeping into the 90s for the
past couple of months. We were ready for the heat they faced in 2014, no doubt
about it. This year was a different story. In Whistler it was somewhere between
42 and 48 degrees with a solid bit of rain for the first 2+ hours of the bike. I didn’t have a jacket (I should
have), so I just layered up a bit with regular clothes and got on the bike.
I practiced my nutrition every single week-
about half my calories would be from liquid (Infiint) and the other half solid.
Sometimes, things don’t go as planned. The beginning of the bike ride is rolling
net downhill from Whistler to Callaghan, and it was VERY cold and rainy. I
noticed that I was struggling to get my water bottle because my hands were so
cold and decided to hold out on fueling until mile 13 when we began the climb,
figuring I’d warm up. I was wrong. I didn’t warm up. My fingers literally did
not work at all, and I couldn’t function them enough to drink and barely enough
to shift gears. I feel like I have partial amnesia about this part of the race.
I remember thinking the climb was not that bad compared to the Bay area hills.
On the way down, I was so cold that my whole entire body was shaking. All I
kept thinking about was surviving the weather while simultaneously wondering if
bikes can hydroplane. At the bottom of the hill there was an aid station and I
ended up pulling over/stopping to try to drink something or take in calories.
My hands were so cold that even while I was stopped I could not manage to grab
my water bottle. This is where Travers passed me and I saw him for only a split
second. Instead of being super happy I was just confused, mostly about why
he just passed right by me without stopping to check on me! I guess he was also
really struggling with his gearing and braking, so no hard feelings :)
This was also the point where I saw a lot of people dropping
out of the race, and I felt devastated for them. I hope they were able to get
back out on the course after getting warm, or at least that they are in good
health right now. As I did the rolling climb back to Whistler there was a lot
of internal motivational pep-talking going on. At some point I saw our friend (and fellow blogger) Matt as he passed me and I remember telling him “my hands don’t work!” He
casually replied with something along the lines of “bummer, I hope they warm up soon”.
Sooo unsympathetic!
Photo interlude- if you don’t believe me about my hands-
here’s a picture of them the next day. I still have no idea what I did to
myself on this ride. I knew it couldn't be good to be doing this to my body, but there was no way in hell I wasn't finishing the race as long as I was physically capable.
Cue the jokes about my Nutty Professor right hand. Try shifting gears with a balloon hand and fingers that don't bend!
After passing through Whistler we began the long undulating
descent to Pemberton. I also feel like I have a lot of amnesia about this part
as well. I stopped 3-4 times, including at an aid station, to try to drink
something. Every single time I was unsuccessful and just could not grab onto my
water bottle. My hands were getting worse instead of better. In order to fuel I
had to stop and just scoop soggy Bonk Breaker out of my bento box and shove
them into my mouth. Yes, it was as disgusting as it sounds. I couldn’t shift
gears literally at all, so I was just cruising down the descents in a super low
gear that enabled me to climb when we hit the up-rollers.
We hit special needs just after the halfway point and
another great volunteer helped me out. Luckily I had packed extra solid foods in
there, and since I had missed about 500 planned liquid calories I decided to
pick up some of the solids. I couldn’t open the bars and waffles (of course),
so I told the volunteer that my fingers weren’t working and could he please
help me open the food. He was great and did everything I asked and I was off.
There are about 30 miles of flat in Pemberton with a
tailwind out and headwind back (slight). It was warmer here and I got into my
aero and starting pedaling and something miraculous happened here- I regained
function in my hands!! I was finally shifting gears, and soon after that I was
able to drink water. In hindsight, I can’t believe I rode 60 miles of an
Ironman barely drinking or shifting gears. It’s absurd. I was so excited about
being able to drink water that I chugged 2 full bottles and immediately regretted
it- I had to pee at the following two aid stations- including waiting in line
for several minutes at one. Oh well. Pemberton was a nice place, and I think
with better weather it would have been absolutely beautiful. I got to see Matt,
Travers, V, and Mark on the out and back (which was great) but I missed Chen
and Katie while I was in the bathroom line.
After Pemberton comes the famous uphill into Whistler. There
was so much anticipation coming into this, and even other bikers around me were
grumbling about the impending climb. For about 14 miles, there were a few miles
of uphill at a time broken up by short spurts of downhill. The first short hill
was probably the steepest, but I just put it in granny gear and spun. I found
myself really enjoying this section of the course. I had trained for this, and
there were a lot of other triathletes around that I was able to chat with. I
think I was so ecstatic to be able to shift and drink that nothing could bring
me down! My watch randomly stopped at one point at mile 94.68 (it did this once
during a long training ride as well) and so I was pleasantly surprised when I
found out we were on mile 98 instead of 94! I’m not sure why it took me over 20
minutes to realize I wasn’t progressing according to my watch, but oh well. The
hill did seem to fly by. Once we reached the top it was mild rolling uphill
back into Whistler and all the people I was chatting with pulled away. They
were all better flat-rolling riders (I’m relatively stronger at climbing) and I
found mile 104 through the finish to be the longest part. Riding alone, I was
ready to be off the bike. I tried to thank all of the spectators I saw for standing out there in the rain. And then finally, after seeing our cheering squad, I
was back in the village in T2 and onto a sport I enjoy a lot more.
Official bike time 7:25:41 (15.08 mph)
Overall, I could’ve had a much better bike split. I could have
dressed warmer, I could have not stopped so many times, I could have not waited
in line to pee, I could have gotten one of those fancy water bottles that goes between your aerobars with a straw so that I didn’t need functioning hands to
hydrate. But I am happy with my time. I am also very happy with my training- no
regrets. I put in hill work every single week and found my preparation to be
solid for the course. Future IM Canada participants- as for the last climb, if you’re training hard in the
hills of the Bay area and you don’t go out too fast on the bike, you are 100% ready.
Run
Running is a much better sport for me than biking, but the
terrifying thing about the Ironman marathon is that you just have no idea what
is going to happen. I also knew that I had messed up hydration/fueling on the
bike and I didn’t know what do about it for the run. I was feeling slightly
nauseous as I began to run and wasn’t sure how to remedy this, so I decided to
go with the “take in as many calories as possible” approach in hopes it would
save my run.
The run course has two short but nasty uphills within the
first couple of miles in the loop around Lost Lake, but after that is all very
gentle/gradual climbs and descents. During those first few climbs I knew my heart
rate was way too high/unsustainable and decided then I would settle into a pace
that felt very comfortable regardless of what the numbers on my watch said.
This pace ended up being 9:20ish (including time stopped at every single aid
station), which seemed ok to me. As I got out onto the run course through the
shaded woods out to Green Lake, I was really enjoying myself. Green Lake is
stunning and there were awesome spectators lining almost the whole entire
course. I was sticking to my plan of calories at every aid station and holding
steady around 9:20/mile pace. I really felt better than I anticipated at this
point. The out-and-back was great because I got to see all of my training
buddies- Matt, Travers, Chen, Katie, and Mark- and they all looked so happy and
awesome!
The run was pretty uneventful and I was just holding pace
waiting for the marathon to get very difficult, which it eventually did- around
mile 18. Here I really focused on just moving forward and the spectators were
really uplifting. My pace got slower but not by too much- I was between 9:40
and 10:00 including still stopping to shove my face with calories at every aid
station. It was this point where I felt that having about 5 years of marathon
experience was really helpful. I don’t think you need to be a runner to do this
by any means, but I thought that it helped my pace not drop off too much.
After about 45 more minutes of convincing myself to just
keep moving forward, and eating massive quantities of honey and potato chips, I was finally coming up
to the finish. It’s a great feeling at the fork in the path to head toward ‘finish’
instead of ‘2nd loop’. When I had about 0.3 miles left I found my
legs and ran in strong. I tried to remember what I had read in other blogs-
give people space and take your time in the finisher’s chute, which I did. My
family was there and I slowed to high-five and thank them, then finished the
race with a huge smile.
Official run time 4:09:44 (9:31/mile)
Photo credit to Justin, who somehow got a perfectly clear screen shot from the live video feed over the internet
Official overall time 12:50:31
If you had asked me before the race if I thought I could
break 13 hours I would have told you it was “highly unlikely”. Even though I
knew it was a possibility during the run, I was so happy to actually see this
result after 6+ months of hard training!
Post-race
My volunteer catcher was also great, and Travers came and rescued
my catcher from having to deal with me for too long. I started violently shivering about 2 minutes
after finishing. Luckily Travers had been done with his race for about 25 min
and seemed to be doing just fine, so he dragged me over to the food and wrapped
himself around me to keep me warm while I force-fed myself one slice of pizza. Frankly, I
felt absolutely terrible. I kept standing because I didn’t want to sit, fearing
I might pass out, and it ended up taking me an entire hour to eat that one
slice of pizza. I staggered slowly over to my family (still holding my pizza)
and my mom was concerned about my shivering, so I went to go change into dry
clothes with Travers’ help while she got me a giant hot chocolate (yay). I
heard the announcer tell Chen she was an Ironman while I was in the changing
tent and I felt awful for missing her finish, but I was in really bad shape.
Changing into dry clothes made a world of difference and I was able to cheer
Katie and Mark and a bunch of others in.
The next day we woke up and got our finisher’s gear. Most
of us had already decided this is our only IM, so we figured we might as well
get the swag.
We did it!
The best training buddies and crew to celebrate with!
Besides my weird hand, really sore legs, and having issues breathing deeply for a day (lung/chest muscle pain), the recovery is going fine. It’s now Tuesday and all three of those ailments are improving from yesterday. We even went on a bike ride in Vancouver (sort of). I’ll give my final thoughts about why I will not do another Ironman in a separate post, but I’m glad I had the experience and an awesome crew of people to share it with!
Went for a casual 5 mph rental bike ride in Vancouver with our race numbers still on our helmets
But this bike ride was NOT a training ride :)
I realize this post is really long and it’s all about me.
There’s nothing I can really do about the latter- the Ironman is a very
personal experience. You’re inside your own head for hours, constantly
evaluating and adapting. It’s quite an experience and I’m looking forward to
recovering and not having regimented training for the rest of 2015. Thanks
again for all the support from everyone, near and far. It’s time for my two
week vacation!
Great race report, Rachel! You are an IRONMAN! Any IM blues or do you feel like a different person now?
ReplyDeleteEnjoy the vacay!
No blues whatsoever! Enjoying my vacation and looking forward to training however I want, rather than doing 6 hour rides or 2 hour runs because I have to! Congrats to you, too! Will you still be coming to Friday morning swim practices?
DeleteCongrats on your finish! I loved reading your race re-cap!
ReplyDeleteThanks, whoever you are!
DeleteYay! Race report! I was worried about you guys being super cold and pelleted with rain on the bike when I turned on the live feed :( :(. Glad to know it got better!!
ReplyDeleteI admit, watching you all finish the Ironman gave me the slightest twinge of "dang, maybe I do want to do one of those." But reading about your actual experience (and remembering how much training it takes) pretty much quenches that feeling :-p.
Still sounds like an amazing experience though. Congrats on finishing the whole beast! AND on the sub-13 hours!!!
- Alexis
Well, if you do decide to do it, I'm sure you can convince some of us to do some parts of the training rides with you :) I'd be watching and cheering for sure though! Thanks for following us during the race AND actually making it through my whole blog post!
DeleteCongratulations on your finish! I used to live in Vancouver and know the pain of riding in pouring rain and cold temp on my daily commute. Miserable weather to ride 112 miles in. That's a solid finish time on a challenging course and day!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Patrick! In all fairness, I am 100% accountable for not being prepared for a weather condition, and also it was only about 60 miles :) But it's good (in a sense) to hear that my miserable experience with the weather was not unique.
DeleteRachel, thanks for posting all the experiences of your incredible Ironman race. I tried commenting this morning but don't know how it works (sending) but now my name is in the list so I must be good to go, I hope. You may have received that earlier comment but to be sure I'll try it again but this time backwards. I want to tell you how lucky I feel that you and Travers are together, and how lucky he is to have you as such a great adventurous partner in life. The two of you look so good together in the photo, handsome and vibrant.
ReplyDeleteOkay, now about your race report. It's wonderful! You expressed all the action and feelings you were going through so well that I think I can say with confidence, you had complete and total confidence in finishing this unbelievable physical feat, no questions to be asked, it was in the bag before it started. All the things about the rain and cold and no feelings in your hands were just a part of what you were going to do (unexpected but in no way was it stopping you) it could have been just really nice weather and you'd have had an even faster time. The point I guess I'm amazed about is the planned training all of the team did and persevered through for 6 months to prepare for this and how each and every one of you accomplished your goal and most likely everyone did better than they dreamed of. The training made it seem easy. Wow!! I want to train like that. Travers better post something, it'll be good for him.
Thanks, Tim! I did receive the comment (and only once) and I'm glad you enjoyed the report. However, I would argue that you HAVE trained like that before! One sport or three sports doesn't matter, you have the same focus and dedication and perseverance in your running that all of us did during this training. I also wouldn't count on Travers posting anything about his race, but I'll work on it and see what I can get out of him!
DeleteI kind of don't know where to start with this comment. I had lots of reactions to your race report - for example, I can't believe you had your goggles knocked off twice during the swim (my nightmare!). I can't believe you couldn't shift gears during your bike leg, and I really can't believe you took in no fuel for those first 60 miles. And after all that, you still looked ridiculously strong every time I saw you on the run.
ReplyDeleteApologies in advance for the Hallmark moment, but we've been through a lot over the past 7 months, and I mean it when I say I couldn't have done this without you. There's the fact that I literally wouldn't have ridden outside if it weren't for you and Travers planning and guiding all of my rides, but then there's also the fact that you're one of the strongest, most determined people I know. While the rest of us were falling apart from the stresses of IM training, you were always there as a voice of reason and stability.
Knowing you were out there on the course and knowing how well you were doing kept me motivated all day. Out of all of us, you were by far the most well-trained and well-prepared, and I'm so happy that everything came together in the end for an amazing sub-13 finishing time (whatWHAT!!!). I hope you know how strong of an athlete you truly are.
And now - we celebrate!!! :) Awesome job,
- Chen
To start, I want to clarify, I only didn't have really anything to drink from mile 3 or 4 through 60. I did have some fuel though- soggy Bonk Breaker. I have no idea how much though because they had all gotten mushed together (eww). I completely felt the opposite on the run though- like I was all ready to be done for the day and everyone else looked so happy and strong, (you and Katie being the happiest), which really helped me!
DeleteI found the training less stressful than anticipation of the race by far :) I am super glad that you hauled your bike over to the East Bay so much to ride with us! Thanks for your awesome comment. It's going to be so much fun doing way shorter workouts with you this fall- wine bike rides, maybe a few swim sessions, and I suppose a possible long run here and there!
Great race and great report! Sorry for being unsympathetic, what I meant to say was "Harden the F*ck up and destroy this thing!" Turns out you did that anyways though! Thanks for convincing us all to do the Ironman, hopefully I'll post my own post race thoughts at somepoint. Awesome job, have a great rest of your vacation!
ReplyDelete-Matt
Haha, I was wondering how you'd respond to my giving you a hard time in the blog post. Can't wait to hear about your experience, too. I did hear that you and Katie have been using your heat training to do some endurance wine tasting in 100+ temps in Oregon for your vacation- keep it up :) And don't forget the Ironman was kind of Chen's idea!
DeleteI am so glad you took the time to share your experience with everyone! What an incredible journey. Your report made the race sound both horrifying and exhilarating.
ReplyDeleteI have to admit that Tim's comment to your post made me tear up a bit- I really miss you guys. You are all so lucky to have each other for motivation and support!!!
On a lighter note, maybe you should have taken Will up on his offer to help you train for OWS (Cliff bar commercial) ;-).
Congratulations!!!! You are a rock star.
-Sandi
Sandi- we miss you too!! I guess you're right that it was both exhilarating and terrifying (and amazing and awful), all at the same time. I definitely thought of you when I was having hand issues...I knew you'd be having them too if you were there! Also, I don't think the Clif Bar commercial was extreme enough to prepare for this.
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ReplyDeleteI can't believe it took me so long to read this but what an amazing report and you did FANTASTIC in the race! I did stalk you on the IM website but sadly didn't see you finish on the feed. Just reading about your bike ride makes my hands ache and Eric felt horrible for you too. I am seriously so so impressed and dying to read why you will never do another IM. And 7 hours on the bike...no.
ReplyDeletewow this type of post must be long and i thank you did it this way i am signed for this year also my first IM so dont know what to expect so your info helps a lot i am kind of scare hope i can be like you and say i finished congratulations on a very great race!
ReplyDeleteIvan, I did it with Rachel in 2015 and am coming back in 2017 if you ever want to sync notes
DeleteHi Ivan - Sorry it took me so long to notice your comment, I haven't been very active on the blog recently! Are you signed up for IM Canada, or a different race? The IM is intimidating but achievable...expect the unexpected, but if you trained for it you will be able to tackle it :) Good luck!
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